Steve Taylor's Christmas Newsletter

Published: Sun, 12/20/15

Dear ,

Winter greetings to you! For me, winter is a time of regeneration - a time to retreat and reconnect with yourself, to remember who you are, and to re-orientate yourself on the path you’re meant to be following. The Christmas season also reminds me of a time about 20 years ago, when I was living in Germany and going through a period of depression and drinking a lot. I’d lost contact with my real self, was living a lifestyle which didn’t suit me, and my innate sense of harmony and well-being was covered over by confusion and frustration. We were at my girlfriend’s parents’ house for Christmas day, and I took their dog for a walk, in the countryside. I was staring at the sky, and suddenly there was a shift inside me - suddenly everything around me was filled with a powerful spiritual presence, and I was overwhelmed by the beauty and is-ness of the sky and the trees and the fields. It totally blew me away, struck with a force that was almost physical. I was filled with a tremendous feeling of reassurance, a sense that ‘all is well,’ And I remember thinking ‘Ah - I’m back! This is where I’m supposed to be!’ 

Recently I wrote a piece called ‘The Presence’ based on this experience, which is at the end of this newsletter. 

Over the last few weeks, I’ve been in and out of the recording studio, recording an audio book of the Calm Center. I also took the opportunity to record some of my meditations. A lot of people have asked me for recordings of them, particularly the ‘detachment meditation’ which I use regularly in my talks and workshops. So here it is:


I’ll send out the others with future newsletters. I hope you enjoy it! And I hope you have a great Christmas and New Year! 

 
The Presence

No matter how disconnected you’ve become 
no matter how much you’ve mistreated your body 
and how much you’ve abused your soul, 
the presence is always close to you
waiting with infinite patience 
for the right moment to reveal herself again.

No matter how long you’ve ignored the presence,
even if you’ve neglected her - and yourself - so long
that you can hardly remember what she looks or feels like, 
she won’t carry any grudges against you; 
she won’t hide from you, or punish you. 
And there’ll be one unexpected moment 
when she steps forward suddenly and embraces you 
with unconditional love, and welcomes you back.

One day, you’ll be walking dejectedly,
and she’ll appear at your side
like an invisible cloud that immerses you
and fills you with alert aliveness
and you’ll look up and see a transfigured sky 
opened up to endless dimensions, filled with sentient space
and sunlight that glows with benevolence
and around you, trees that are as conscious as you 
whispering wisdom to each other
and a landscape that shimmers gloriously  
with the ageless timeless freshness of presence. 
 
And straight away you’ll relax
and be filled with reassurance 
knowing that you were never as lost as you thought; 
at home again, as if you’d never left the presence,
and knowing that you never really did
and that you never can.


All best wishes and blessings, Steve