Steve Taylor's October Newsletter

Published: Thu, 10/22/15

Dear Friends,

I hope you are all well, and have been enjoying the beautiful autumn sunshine (at least here in the UK). There’s a special kind of sunshine in the autumn - very clear and radiant, almost translucent, and when the sky is clear, its blue seems even more perfect and still. For me, it’s a great time for walking and cycling. One thing I’ve really been enjoying recently is cycling along the canals in Manchester - there are so many of them, some of them almost hidden, and it’s like a secret network running through the city, and one which connects to you to the city’s past. I love cycling without being able to explain why I love it. When you drive, you’re disconnected from your surroundings, enclosed in a metal cell, but when you cycle, you feel part of your surroundings, and part of the element

Fortunately I have had a quiet October, at least so far - it’s enabled me to recuperate after my crazily busy September. And in response to the quietness, I have written quite a few new poetic pieces. It’s a little distracting, because I’ve given myself the task of completing my new prose book The Leap by the end of this year. I’m about half way through, and have the rest planned out pretty well, so it should be feasible. However. often when I sit down to work on The Leap, I find myself writing poetic pieces instead. I start writing them, and hours pass very quickly, and then it’s time to pick the kids up from school! I’ll include one of the new pieces at the end of this newsletter. 

I no longer think of them as poems, by the way, since I don’t think they correspond very closely to many of the conventional ideas of what poetry should be. At the British Transpersonal psychology conference about a month, I did a reading from The Calm Center, with my friend and colleague El-liot Cohen giving me musical accompaniment (see the photo below). The morning after the reading, a transpersonal psychologist who writes poetry challenged me on my ‘poetry’, saying it that I was only “trying to be a poet” because “you don’t use poetic meter.”

“But I didn’t say they were poems,” I replied. “And in any case, who says that poems have to have meter?”

Another factor is that some people are put off by the term “poetry”, since it reminds them of reading impenetrable and obscure old verses at school. In the end, it doesn’t really matter what you call them, I suppose. I think of them as an outflow of my spiritual self, from the highest part of my being, intended to provide guidance and inspiration for the reader.

The reading at the conference was great fun, and the musical accompaniment from Elliot was great - he’s a really sensitive musician who responded instinctively to the tones of the pieces. It worked so well that we’ve decided to do it again, possibly at an evening event at the Samatha Buddhist centre in Manchester. The photo below shows us warming up for the reading:

Upcoming Events

A final reminder about my one day workshop in London, organised by Alternatives, on Saturday October 24th: http://www.alternatives.org.uk/event/steve-taylor-returning-calm-centre
The talk in did in July at Alternatives was such a great experience that I’m really looking forward to this. 

And on Saturday November 7th, I’m doing my first ever talk in Ireland. I’m speaking at the ‘Infinite Arts’ conference in Cork. It’s a one day event with a variety of speakers - more information here: http://www.theinfinitearts.com/ia-conference2015/

It will be the first time I’ve been to Ireland in about 15 years. Like a lot of people from the North-West of England (particularly from Liverpool and Manchester) there’s some Irish blood in my veins, so it feels good to go back there. 

New Poetic Piece

As promised, here is a new poetic piece, ‘Meeting without Masks.’ I wrote it over a couple of days, and finished it yesterday, so it may not be in its final form - and it may not be any good! Who knows…

Meeting without Masks

Let’s meet without masks
without imaginary hierarchies of status 
or artificial shows of respect
knowing that we don’t need to try to impress one another 
with charm or humour or intelligence
knowing that we don’t need to chatter foolishly 
to fill uneasy silences.

Let’s meet without fear 
of exposing our vulnerabilities 
without being embarrassed by our need for connection 
and pretending to be aloof or autonomous  
since we’re not isolated, self-sufficient entities  
but fragments that are drawn towards wholeness.

Let’s meet without insecurity
knowing we don’t need to prove that we’re worthy of acceptance 
because we’re already acceptable 
knowing we don’t need to prove that we’re worthy of affection 
but simply let affection flow between us. 

Let’s meet without the past
without letting our urge to connect and merge 
be obstructed by old resentments
without letting our natural flow of empathy 
become blocked by hard, fixed prejudice
without letting our natural benevolence 
be overridden by concepts and constructs 
that create divisions, where none exist.

Let’s meet without intention
knowing we don’t have to try to relate 
because we’re already related
knowing that we don’t need to try 
but simply allow ourselves to be.

Let’s meet purely with presence 
and be wholly here to one another 
knowing that, in essence, we are the same
knowing that, in being, we are one. 

All best wishes, Steve