Two Poems
The other day I was walking through the countryside and I couldn't take my eyes off the sky. The clouds all seemed like living beings, incredibly real and beautiful, with their own personalities. I wrote this poem to describe the
experience. I’ll follow that poem with the one of the poems I forgot I’d written, which I will probably include in my new book of poems.
The World of Clouds
I came to the countryside to gaze at mountains and lakes
but today I’ve barely glanced at the landscape.
My gaze keeps shifting upwards, to the world of clouds.
I’ve never seen such a busy sky
crowded with so many different types of clouds
like a suburban park on a sunny day.
And each cloud seems like a living being
with a personality and a purpose.
The soft white clouds are like joyous children.
To them the sky is a playground.
Some chase each other, as if playing tag
while others sway slowly to the wind
bending and curling their bodies, as if dancing.
But some clouds are like adults:
thick dark clouds who push through their sky
as if they’re late for an appointment;
and other stern stationery dark clouds
who watch the mischievous white clouds from a distance
as if disapproving of their carefree joy.
The whole world is up there.
Some clouds are sociable, clustering together
foaming and mixing and merging
as if they’re afraid of loneliness.
Other clouds are solitary, standing alone
like islands surrounded by
blue space
guarding their identity carefully
as if company makes them uneasy.
Some clouds are tactile and affectionate.
They roll gently down the mountainside
caressing rocks, brushing the tops of trees.
Others are remote and aloof, standing high
above
like gods who disown the world.
Some clouds are vain.
They stop to admire their reflection in lakes
or to check their shadows on hills.
Others pass quietly and quickly, staring straight ahead
like migrating birds who are fixed to
their journey.
Some clouds are headstrong.
They resist the wind, try to forge their own direction
and end up contorted and broken.
Some clouds are affable, and flow with an easy grace
wherever the wind may take them.
Science says I’m wrong.
How could a cluster of water vapour
develop a distinct personality?
How could ice particles and water droplets
coalesce into conscious beings?
But aren’t I just made up of atoms too?.
I’m also
nothing more than chemistry
a mere collection of molecules.
And yet I am marvellously sentient.
Awakening is Simple
Awakening is simpler than you think.
You don’t have to work through
your issues, one by one
until your psyche is completely clear.
You don’t have to excavate your unconscious mind
and acknowledge every shadow of trauma.
You don’t have to relive your childhood
return to the trauma of your birth
or regress
through all your previous lives
to find the roots of all your suffering.
You don’t have to punish yourself like a criminal
wear a hair shirt and stand naked in the cold
block your body’s natural impulses
and deny yourself pleasure and comfort.
You don’t have to decipher ancient texts
understand abstruse philosophies
accept bizarre beliefs, follow arcane rituals
swear devotion to a guru, or retreat to a cave.
Awakening is simple.
You don’t need to
explore your past -
you just need to be fully present.
You don’t need to understand the nature of reality -
you just need to open yourself to reality.
You just need to quieten your mind
until you realise that you are not your mind
and become free of its illusions.
You just have to stop thinking
whilst remaining fully conscious
and then keep returning to stillness
until it becomes your home.
All best wishes and blessings
Steve